Please Don't Say Our Time Is Over

Her drinking got so out of hand it got to where every night she not only had to drink but it was like she had to get passed out drunk. She couldn't stand the feeling and knew she had to do something about it.
Finally she started taking her bible walking around the apartment demanding that the devil was at her feet and had no control over her. The drinking finally went away. She quite working at the bar to help her stay away from drinking.
She spent time with her boys. They ride bikes together with their friend Joe, climb trees together, go to the beach and to the river some weekends chasing wild hogs through the woods and swimming.

DeAnna realized she had a fight with the devil & her soul. And was into reading the bible and talking with God. One night she had what she thought at the time was a vision. It was like a dream but so real.

It started where she was walking down a hall with no windows. She came up to a waiting room off to the side with people sitting there. She had dropped her pocket book. And everyone looked up laughing at her. So she turned back down the hall running away. She went out a set of glass doors. There were rows of white steps and white pillars out front. A van was sitting there so she jumped into the van to take off. But instead of drive she went in reverse hitting a pillar. People stood around laughing at her. So she ran across the street and up a set of stairs. It was a police station and there were two officers behind a glass window. She asked if she could use the bathroom. They said yes and pointed to the left. She went inside to see they pointed her to the men's bathroom. She ran out and the two officers were laughing at her. So she ran outside and round the back of the building. There was a circle of steps and as she ran down them into the middle all the sudden there were white and black images all around her. She reached out with her left hand to touch the white image. But as she started to touch it the black one in front of her reached out and touched her. And the white image was gone. So she reached out to her right side and but every single ounce of energy of herself into touching the white image. And she did..........

All the sudden everything was just pure light which was so BRIGHT & TINGLY & EXCITING .......... it was just so AMAZING and seemed to last a good while.

Then all the sudden she was in front of a church and a image seemed to point to the side of the church. There were graves all around. So she walked over to where the image had pointed. And the grave she was at said something. When she awoke she remembered everything but what was written on the grave.

A year later she was riding out to Waycross to see Jay for the weekend. She went to church on the weekends there. It was there at one of the bible studies she had learned about the meaning of perfection. It had puzzled her for quite sometime. How can we be perfect in this world? Only Jesus ever was and we are only human. She had learned that like a rose which was so beautiful and sweet smelling but had thorns on it which hurt. And it grows from a bud into such a beautiful flower. That in itself was PERFECTION! The growth itself was the perfection. We cannot be without the mistakes which hurt.
When she got there she walked inside and everything was gone. She couldn't believe it. She got in touch with his mom and everyone she could think of but no one knew where he was.
She had went back home to Brunswick with the boys. A week later he called her and found out he had gotten into trouble again. He was living in Jacksonville FL and wanted her to come see him. The next few weekends she went to Jville to spend the weekends there with them. They'd go to the beach and go surfing. The boys loved it.
But she got a call from him one day during the week. He was in jail there. So she went to visit him without the boys on visiting day. She had left early not knowing where the jail was and wanted to make sure she didn't get there late. As she walked up the stairs there was two officers behind a glass window. Since she was early she asked if she could use the bathroom and they pointed off to the right. She went in and used the bathroom and when she walked out she looked through the windows across the street.

AND IT WAS THE BUILDING WITH THE WHITE PILLARS!!!!! AND THIS WAS THE POLICE STATION AND THE FIRST THING SHE DID WAS USE THE BATHROOM!!!!!!!!!!

It was too weird. She couldn't believe it!!!!!!!! She even went outside to see if there were stairs in a circle round back. But there were none. She still couldn't remember what was written on the grave.